Liz,

I'm so sorry you are struggling right now. Insurance can be a real stress too. Have you talked to your old T about possible ways to work around your insurance problem? If not, you might try a 12-step group which is free. Maybe go to somethingfishy.com to see if they have a listing of ed recovery groups. Also, churches are another way of getting counseling and support if you belong to one. Please keep reaching out.