I didnt think it threw when I was younger too. I thought that it would be easy, And I felt if I didnt do it I would loose the one I love. Thats why I have problems in relationships, If my Bf asks me to do something, i'll do it [[ atleast sexually] even if I dont like it much. But now that i'm honest with him, he doesnt mind me saying no to somthing I dont want to do, and he doesnt try to force me so i'm glad I found a awesome guy, that cares and loves for me, I've never felt more loved. Its hard wen I dont see him for a couple days too :/
I also envy Virgins, for the same reasons you said CherryDrops.
Even on brith control it is not 100% safe, I got prego, and had a misscarage, Now, because of this, I'm hurting everyday, even though I was not ready to have a child, I would have rather it lived. Thats another thing, Teenagers that get pregnate, Its not just all there fault, Like me, I could have did something to prevent it, and so could everyone else.
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