Being cared for, feeling special to someone, being able to share how your day goes with someone, including them in my plans, my schedule, sharing meals and cooking together, thinking and getting to know what the other person likes and loves in life, hearing that they think of you, being intimate with someone, the marriage ceremony, meeting his family, holding hands just because you want to, the kiss good-bye, the kiss hello, hearing that he wants to make you happy, feeling attractive, being held at night...

And I got all this for the first true time at age 37 with my boyfriend now!

many lonely years until this time, they melt away though..