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Originally Posted by lynn P.
So I thought it would be interesting to share what happened when you were a kid - did you feel like it was a sin or did you have a bad experience with getting caught?
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thank you Lynne.
TRIGGER TRIGGER TRIGGER (talk of abuse in my answer)
Yes, I was caught, m**t**b**ing, as a very young child and was systematically, repeatedly told that it was bad and wrong and that "god would punish me for even wanting these feelings".
These words and experiences were often punctuated with physical hitting, slapping and even deprivation.
I am 42 now and I still have terror memories when I even feel s*x*al.
ty so much,
Billi