wait, what? I'm not sure what kinds of posts aren't allowed. I'm sorry you're hurting so much, Lauru. I know that empty feeling so well. Can you call your T?
If it would help to talk about it, please feel free to PM me, ok?
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She left pieces of her life behind her everywhere she went.
"It's easier to feel the sunlight without them," she said.
~Brian Andreas