I think in someway, we think alike. Becuase I had SI'd as well, but that is in the past now, and we can both move on, and continue on the path to not doing it at all. I congradualte you for going to therapy, even if it doesn't seem like it is helping, it does in some way, and hopefully things will improve. I understand the Gulit as well, since I feel Guilty for not telling those I love. But things will improve, someday.