I am totally in love with my best guy friend. He loves me also; however, he doesn't seem to recognize how wonderful things could be or maybe he does and I m just trying way too hard to begin something we are not ready to begin. He has been consistent in what I want in a guy nd has maade me smile, feel comfortable and makes me want to become a better person. We were together in the beginning of this year until his ex suddenly was released from prison. He then absorbed himself with her; despite the facts...I mde the biggest mistake ever by trying to help him with her in order not to lose him. About 2 months later what I had predicted was exactly what occurred...and no I never said anything to him to make him feel bad or worse about the situation! All I know is I do not know what to do next...should I distance myself from him or should I just continue with the way it is. We are having sex on occassion.