Why is it that I have to beg to receive medical attention?
Currently I am jobless, my job has temporary laid everyone off and because I was not employed for a considerable amount of time last year I cannot collect unemployment. So with out an income I have no way of paying for therapy.

So today I was told by a non-profit organization, of all places, that I need to go get a medical coupon and it will take at least two weeks to clear. Other organizations I have contacted seem to be ignoring my request for help. This is very disturbing to me that a person who is so obviously in distress cannot get help quicker.

I am having break-downs more frequently, and almost anything seems to set me off. Today my cat was missing for all of two hours and I began uncontrollably crying thinking she may have been hit by a car or worse.

I also found out that I messed up on my financial aid for school, something I've been waiting for 12 years to do and won't be able to go until winter quarter.

ARRRG! I just want everything to be fixed now so I can move on with my life and find me again.