i hear ya!! who says that i mthe way i am becuase of some mental illness. I am who i am becuase i was made this way. I am "bipolar". personally, i think m mental state is just fine. so i try to stay postive and live life to the fullest, but sometimes it makes me tired and i need a couple days to be monotone. bigdeal. Ive never told any one about my "illness" becuase i dont want anyone to label me. I really also dont want anyone to say "oh she did that becuase shes bipolar"

Forget your diagnosis. be who you are, and live through the tough stuff. its just a part of life, and i think we ALL go through tough stuff, everyones tough stuff is different, but we all have it.