I see that. I'm trying to avoid all the news.. my T asked how much I'm protecting myself from information. GAG a level 5 is like, unlivable. Even a 4 is ...nearly dead. Hey Petunia, are you stickin around or going north??? someone told me to go to Jacksonville huh?... after 2 months of pain flare and the inablility to think already... (I couldn't handle the DDS appt today, I mean, I finally found it but I was early and parking cost and... due to inability to figure it out, I came home! grrr stress IS a disability. .. )
I'm not in a good place... psychologicially. I mean .. I would rather jump and KNOW my outcome rather than fear the fear and possible increased pain... can anyone understand this bizarre thinking? I know it isn't good.. but it's still there. I don't feel like I can do this.
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