Thanks for the info, interesting, very interesting indeed....

I think i know what is " wrong " with me. Could it be that my brain WANTs the chemicals released in relationships or intimate moments? I find it so strange that i absolutely do not WANT a girlfriend, when i think about it...The idea of a girlfriend a few things that come to mind are:

Weakness, vulnerable, attachment, compromise.

I leave it to the experts, but i think my brain has totally needs something but at the same time its keeping me from the thing it needs/wants.

So strange, i even stopd asking myself why havent i had a girlfriend all of my life? And even the idea of having a girlfriend brings a smile to my face " haha are you kidding? Me? " kind of smile.

This morning at the bakery this girl kept on looking at me, think ive seen her there before. She seems like a nice person, but i just dont bother doing anything. I just dont give a F. My boss keeps reminding me that i can " clean up" and he points out all the girls who apparently want me (trust me this guy is the biggest player in the world, so he knows).

I just see why investing so much of your time and energie (time being money aswell) in a woman..