The last few days I have been missing Steve like crazy. For those of you that don't know who Steve is he is my former T. He died unexpectedly a couple of years ago. I do good most of the time and then I will reach a milestone such as going down another size in clothing or reach a milestone in therapy and think what would Steve think of me.

I know he would be proud of me and it makes it even harder because we kind of blurred the boundaries of therapy and ended up to be friends more than just T and client. He told me at one point that he thought about sending me off to another T because of that but he in the end decided to be selfish.

So right now I am missing Steve.

Jan