Did you let your therapist know what condition you were in when you left them? You are doing some hard work and it is painful and scarey, but I am surprised the therapist let you go out alone like that. No, you are not a drama queen. This stuff REALLY happened, we just hid it to be able to keep going. Now we have to relive it and recognise it as a memory adn then will we be able to SEE it as a bad memory and feel a slight tug at the heart and then put it aside and continue to function.
I am sorry that you are having trouble functioning while you are working on this, but this is very important work, if we are to heal and be able to function later.
I put mine in a box in the dark hidden places in my brain. I stayed busy and kept working and ignored it and tried to keep my mask on for the world...but in the end, it came around and took me down. Now I am unable to work. I am working fulltime, healing.
But I am blessed with a great husband who tried very hard to understand, he is taking care fo the income and bills. But it is hard on both of us. I cannot help but think, if I had gotten the proper treatment when I was younger, how wonderful my life could have been. But, I still ahve a few good years left in me...