Tracy, hung in there. Evening and Wepow are right. And I agree. If you are feeling like ther therapy is not working, talk to your therapist and ask some really pointed questions. What experience do you ahve with PTSD? Research the rtreeatment options, when you get a bit more grounded, and then ask them to explain treatment options for PTSD...they should be able to answer a few questions about trauma treatment and PTSD if they have the experience you need for the treatment.
Look for someone who KNOWS PTSD. It is complex and core damaging like few others. Somethings to keep your ear out for in the answers are things like, "wounded child", remapping the brain, grieving the loss of your childhood/innocence/safety/body, etc.
A pill for anxiety, hearing "it will pass", "how does that make you feel" and "stand in front of the mirror and tell yourself all the wonderful things about yourself" doesn't work for this. If it did, you would not need them...if you could think of a wonderful thing about yourself you could just move on...imo. This needs to be a deeper focus, to the core, where the pain lives...where it hides and festers....why is it there? what caused it? how do we deal with it now?, etc...you need a T that has some guts and knowledge and wisdom...and a good education... (You may have this in your current T. They may be waiting for you to be ready to deal with it before thye push it...that is why asking the questions is important.)