Hi avoice,
I am new around here, but I admit I do the same thing. Especially in the beginning... my poor kids have to deal with my extreme mood swings depending on if my pills are working or not. I don't know how I would have it made it through if my boyfriend didn't go out of his way to stay in a good mood no matter how bad mine got. Over the years it has leveled off to only really bad days. I don't know how long you have been dealing with pain, but it could be something to look forward too. The little positives always seem to make the bigget differences.

mj