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Me and my bestfriend where hanging out on my birthday, And he told me that he liked me..I knew this for about 2 years. We went out before, but I felt akward.. So we broke up. Soon after we broke up, I regreted it, because I was ready to start a relationship with him, and I only finally relised it when we broke up. I never told him how I felt afterwards..And I still havnt.
He wants to go out with me..This dude really likes me alot, and I can trust him, We've been bestfriends since 6th grade. On the other hand, I'm interested in this guy I met threw my brothers band about 4 months ago. I really like him..we've been talking for a while, but I gave up on him since I didnt see him for a month and went on my search for a awesome man, I did find one, but we broke up,long distance does'nt work out, and he was a bit young for me. Lately this guy has been coming over constantly for about a month [ the one from my brothers band ] And we've been talking..And he really likes me, he wants to date me, And I kindof want to date him.
But I dont know what to do..there's 2 guys they're both are amazing, I really like Nick [ Brothers band dude] and he really likes me, he even told me that he would do anything for me, that he cares and loves me for me, not just for my looks, which I love that about him.And I really love my best friend, as a bestfriend, but there could be somthing there with us, we get eachother, he cares for me, we connect on a much deeper level then Nick, but i'm not sure if its just a friendship connection.
I'm so confused... I feel like **** too :/
The fact is I think I'm more interested in Nick..But I dont want my Bestfriend to be upset with me since I said no to him and went out with some other dude :/
My Heart is confused.
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I can feel you all around me Thickening the air i'm breathing Holding on to what i'm feeling Savoring this heart thats healing
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