Hi Pooh AC
Thank you so much for helping me to understand what this is.
I feel real bad for you going through all you have gone through, you seem to be a strong person.
I have been depressed for a very long time, but did not realise it until about 6 years ago.
I have been on many different kinds of meds, but never had ect.
I have also been diog. with PTSD and boarderline personality disorder.
I am hoping that someday I will get better.
I really hope for your docs etc. to help you find something that just might work to help you get better.
My thoughts are with you
Take Care and DON"T GIVE UP HOPE!!!!!!
Keep Posting