It is a good story. Thank you.
It is so difficult though and I am really afraid. There is so much to understand and so much I carry and it is so exhausting to try and work through all of this.
I never should have made myself known to anyone.
I should have stayed inside.
Now I am stirring things up and making a mess for WI to try and fix.
H and WI say my views are based on past things and that things are different now. But it all feels the same to me.
I am a part that needs to disappear.
I carry too much painful memories and negative views of H and the marriage.
Crystal