Thanks, all! Hehe, yeah, verbal hurricane alright. Yeah, getting lost always stresses me out, but when it's combined with "late", it's at least 10x as bad. I didn't take a Xanax though, so at least she got to see a bit of the real me(!) (Though if she'd seen in the car with the maps, she'd have a *really* good idea! )

Yeah, not sure how I feel about the possibility of ADHD. It seems like it might be easily confused with some bipolar-y stuff, even if not specifically listed for DSM criteria. We'll see. It'll take some time to consider it. Like... can I not focus because of being down and not processing well? Or when up that the thoughts are just *too* plentiful to keep track? Though when I'm up, I usually feel like the synapses are firing so rapidly I sometimes feel that I might as well think for everyone else too, since they're "obviously" not up to the task(!) Not fast enough for my taste anyway(!) Could this lead me to interrupting? Almost for sure. So.... guess I'll have to think hard about how much these things come into play in the middle times. Am I impatient because I'm impulsive or it it that I tend to very much be aware of what people are about to say? Impulsive or am I in fact *so* focused that this comes easily? Hehe, don't know, but looks like I better start a list to ponder on!