psyclox,
You wrote,[...I hate life...y must it be so bad...].
I would like to offer you support, but before I can do so, I would like to know if your question, (y must it be so bad) means to you:
A. life is bad to evryone, so why?
B. life is bad to some, but not all, so why?
C. life is bad to me, so why?
d. evryone hates life, why?
E. some people hate life, so why?
F. a combination of the above
G. none of the above
H. all of the above
K. something else
Lou