I'm so sorry Martina. The pain of realizing there is to be no more babies is awful.
Hugs for you,because I know there aren't any words that make it feel any better.

If circumstances change for you, there is info beyond category c, d, etc. available about meds. Any psychiatrist who won't go further than that is lazy beyond belief.
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