I went off the deep end this past week. Have had too much going on and just had a brain blow-out.
The closest person to me, my love, is deteriorating and I can't stop it.
Medicine is suppose to slow it down but it doesn't cure it.
Then I found out this week that my littlest grandchild has a disease that can be controlled but not cured and its not good to get it as a child,
I just can't take any more of this kind of news. My care giving skills are shot. Haven't taken care of my diabetes and so have to go to doc today as sores are refusing to heal (oh boohoo me). With the news of an overseas death, I guess that was a proverbial straw. Just want to curl up and sleep away for a long time. I want magic fairy dust to make this all better and nobody has that.
I appologize if I hurt anyone's feelings and I'm sure with my words I did. I'm truly sorry, Maybe sometime in the future I can handle things better and come back on. You have been good people to me.