Thanks guys.

The update on this was....I took some advice and bit the bullet. I contacted the person and we emailed back and forth a few times. This time it was her that I havent heard from. I guess I deserve it for how I witheld from her in the beginning so I dont blamer her.

I also had a positive result with someone else. So, I guess, there is good and bad.

I guess just being myself. It's hard though because lately my moods have flucuated (sp) so much. One day I am fine, the next I am a *****, then I cry.