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140 days of sobriety gone. I thought I could try drinking like a 'normal' person. I know that isn't possible, yet I allowed myself to believe it was. I feel so guilty and depressed and detached today. I'm finding it difficult not drinking right now, just to make these feelings go away. I know I can't though. I absolutely cannot allow myself to drink again. I just want to crawl into a hole and die.
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Don't Think of It as a 140Days Gone...Look at what was learned during that time...
It took me 24yrs to get 2 1/2 yrs Sobriety.. But I still can remember bits from all my short sober periods and the AA meetings I attended...
We're Not Perfect.....
Good Luck to Ya...