Just to update you guys...My sponsor {12step} is back from vacation and we talked yesterday. Im about ready for my 5th step which is "We admitted to God, to ourselves, and to another human being the exact nature of our wrongs." [Taken from the 12 steps of Narcotics Anonymous"].....I just want to do two more excercises on step four. 1) Read my whole fourth step 2) answer 30 more questions from a step workbook. I also want to thank everyone who posted on this thread and I wish you the best.........Thanks, Neurontin