Adoption - as soon as the adoption agency finds out about my psychiatric history, even if I'm stable, there's not a shot in he[[ I'll get a child. Plus it's so expensive and we are broke.

Meds - it's taken forever to find the med cocktail that works. The one med that works so well for me is one that's a class D. Others just don't work. We've tried, for other reasons (it's expensive and can't get samples).

Marriage counseling - been there, done that, didn't work, tried three different counselors! It's hopeless.

My life is just going to be like this and I need to figure out how to be happy the way it is. Sexless marriage, no more babies. So be it. That's what I get.