Hi Suzzie in your last post you said "I have never had a relationship of any kind ...ever.".
and you are saying that this would prevent you from possibly "Find relationship online dating or social network is the best place.." as monero said but you already are, you are here talking with us. So you can do it, you can start talking to other people and then you just see where it takes you. If you can come and talk on here you can talk anywhere - I believe in you....:-)