Good luck, Pete, we're with you all the way. Not only is what you're doing tough now, but it stays tough until you find out with a T WHY you needed those drugs. One of my brothers was a heroin addict until his death at age 47. Another of my brothers is an alcoholic. So I'm somewhat familiar with what you're trying to do. Just keep on trying and if you need a hand, we're always here at PC.
Take care.
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