I can totally relate to those feelings. Try getting through it with children. I tossed away several very good and well paying jobs to pursue god knows what on my own. I failed and the experience left me and my family homeless. Now that sucks. For real. But God still loves me and I'm still here. So, all I can offer is a reminder of something I just learned on how to deal with this disease. It probably goes without saying, but you should get a good night's sleep. Get your eight hours every day. And remember that no one else can determine your worth. Only you can do that. I'll try to keep that in my mind as well.

M