Innerzone sorry things are piling in on you. I hope you find a suitable job soon if there is one for people with our condition. My heart goes out to you and wishes thew best.

MiddleAgedMan I hate to hear you feel so bummed out. Life tends to do that to us. Hoping things get better for you.

Paulswife1 thank you sooo much, that makes me feel good.

Medicated I hate to hear you are so confused. I think we all go through the stage where we question our dx and how we go about things. I hope things become clear to you.

Right now I feel great. A little self medicated, but it feels good not to be so depressed. I just wish I could feel this way all of the time. It is not fair that we have to suffer so. Why do we have to suffer bipolar disorder? I'm tired of feeling not capable of being normal. Life is so unfair and I'm down right tired of it. Constantly changing meds and years of therapy and still go through the ups and downs. I have had enough and just can't take much more.