I think if it was just the therapy it would be easier. But something weird happened and reminded me of a very traumatic time in life. I flunked out of grad school due to bipolar and ended up having to work in the registrar's office of the school I flunked out of in 1998. The dean of the school was a nice lady but had some serious interpersonal skill deficits... I saw a paper she wrote last week...and realized she was the head of the American Psychiatric Association 2007-2008! LOL. 90 percent of my job was calming her down about some issue or another...and I was bipolar, she was a renowned psychiatrist! Of course I was undiagnosed but still....
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Originally Posted by Innerzone
Awww, Amazonmom, NOT a loser! NOT AT ALL!!! Boy, do your thought patterns on this sound familiar... (they play in my theatre too...). Depression really messes hard with our sense of reality.
Maybe a med adjustment, like you mentioned or... maybe shelve some of the heavier stuff for awhile. Seems to me that going in full-bore with the really hard stuff only really works when we can handle it. Maybe others disagree, I don't know. But you can always come back to it later, right?
Meanwhile, sending you big  |
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"Unipolar is boring! Go Bipolar!"
Amazonmom is not putting up with bad behavior any more.