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Originally Posted by treehouse
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It is SO hard to feel alone with ourselves when we're going through such hard stuff  I care about you very much (even though I'm just someone out here in cyberspace), and your pain DOES matter.
I know it's hard to get much of what you need here, but I hope you will know that we are here to listen, and that you really, truly do matter.
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It wasn't that I feel uncared about here. But I didn't feel like my T cared. I know you all care. And that means a lot. But sometimes I just need someone who cares that I can tell all the awful stuff to. That I can tell that awful stuff to and they will still care about me. And while you are all wonderful, some of the stuff is just too bad to share here. I need someone who cares about me in a way that my parents didn't. And the only place I can get that right now is from my T.
With the short amount of time that I was going to be able to see her, I don't know that I was ever going to be able to trust her and feel cared about.