Yeah, there is something going on. I just got it in my mind that I wanted to see the meteor showers so I went in my back yard. I got really scared like something was going to jump me from the back and kill me. It was too light to see anything anyway, so I got in my car and drove to my son's school where it is darker. (His school is in a farmhouse built in 1687) There was a light on in an upstairs window and I thought someone was in there watching me and I was afraid I would get in trouble so I left. I then proceeded to drive all over the place looking for dark fields to see the meteors. I found a dark spot to pull over, but then I got scared again because I thought that people who drove by would hurt me.

I then decided to drive home. On the way I sort of wanted to get stopped by the police, but not really, so I pushed the speed limit a little.

I had loud music going the whole time. I kept thinking that other cars were following me and that they were going to crash into me or follow me home or something.

I kept thinking about when I was single and how I should have done tons of fun and risky things and had all kinds of one night stands (never had one) because I am now stuck in my relationship where we don't have any intimacy at all. I was thinking about how I could have gone down a different road and if I would still be driving the roads like crazy looking for a dark spot to see meteors.

The bummer of it all is that I didn't get to see any meteors.

I am safe at home now.