Thanks Blue. I managed to fall asleep again at 4:30 AM, and then took a Rivotril (Clonazepam) this AM. Nearly knocked me out during the presentation (Where I luckily didn't have to get too involved) but it's numbed my emotions.
E-mailed my pdoc and asked for something stronger than Clonazepam, and she says she cannot really give me anything stronger, but that I must taper my Lamictin up quicker than initially planned, so I got to 75mg tonight.
I'm really glad she contacted me back.
I just need to decide how best to tackle my job and failing relationship... It's all just too much in one go.

Thanks everyone for checking in on me and supporting me - please can I ask you to continue to...?