(((((( sky ))))))
(((((( zh ))))))
(((((( Tomi )))))
Thank you for your kind words and for thinking of me. I am feeling undeserving and scared around this (more so because I missed an appointment but I WILL go to the next one..... ugh

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My mother was horribly avoidant about medical issues and didn't see a doctor until it was too late for some severe symptoms in an area not far away or unconnected to this, but I have investigated and I do not think I have the same thing, despite my paranoia (?) about medical issues at times

(I do tend to self diagnose as I don't trust doctors, which probably isn't a good idea)
Thank you all again for your kind support, it's much appreciated