Safe hugs... if they're ok.

You don't need to apologize for complaining because you're not complaining. You're expressing your feelings and that is what this place is for. Express away. Those who don't have it in them to support you right now will remain silent and those who can support you will. That's the nature of this place.

If I may ask, has anything speciffically happened to make you feel like no on cares? I ask because I often feel the same way when I'm depressed. I can guarantee you, though, that we care very much.

What does your fiance do? Has he sent you any emails that made you feel this way? Maybe he's just busy today. I doubt that you're burdening him.

I hope that your pain stops soon. Do you have a therapist or are you on meds? Anyway, if you need to talk, we're here for you. Feel better soon, ok? Take care.

Ry