(((jiakhan))) You are not a loser at all!! I'm 30 and still can't talk to people I really like worth beans. I get shy and self-conscious, but I know anyone who likes me back is going to see past my shyness and try to make me feel comfortable.

He doesn't seem like he is worth your attention. Any guy who is willing to make fun of you is not worth a millisecond of your time. Maybe ask yourself what is it about him that interests you so much?

You'll find someone amazing, just don't look so hard. My advice, work on you, enjoy life, spend time with your friends and just have fun. The right guy will pop up when you least expect it.