I havent been on here in three yrs but think its time I talk to someone again about well me. As selfish as it sounds i guess we all need me time. I know that we all have are share of depression and well mines prolly like everyone elses.....

A while ago when I was a kid i could have been happier thought all was well with the world then ....BOOM.... I was knocked into reality at an early age of 5. I always saw my parents fight dad hit mom thought it was normal. untill the day my dad tried to kill me. My mom took me out of there but I just never have been the same again. Why me? His daughter why try to hurt me? I still dont have an answer and I do still talk to him but Ive never in my life forgavin him. I will never be alone with him. Life got better. I met a great boy we were happy untill we split no big deal i thought well completely wrong. I wnt for a walk one day herd a noise behind me and it was to late. there was my ex who decided to attack me. I lost my mind after all of this. I dropped out of school went out and never came home. again i got better and returned to my moms went back to school and graduated with the help of the best teachers i could ever ask for. I ended up moving 500 miles from my family when i realized we were not healthy together. they knew my past they knew my fears and fed on it. My sisters beat me up all the time. It was a nightmare for me. I now live alone and really am scared to do to much. I was dating a guy for 5 and ahalf years which just ended and my heart is offically broken for good. I guess I just dont see how I could make everyone hate me so much where all they wanna do is hurt me? Im sure you know there is way more to my story then I will tell but this is the gist of it. I really wish I could just have someone to talk to about everything......Thanks for you time.