I am going to my friends funeral in the morning. I have cried as much as I think humanly possible. Probably not, huh? Anyway, I was thinking today about what a wonderful life she had while she was here on this earth. She had a great partner and a wonderful child. They were all happy. She had many, many friends. People loved her. They just loved her to bits. It makes me happy to think about that. She had written a few things down in a journal about how she wanted things to go if ever anything happened to her. So far everything has been done that she wanted. I spent some time talking about her with her mother yesterday. She said, "You know, June had everything planned out well... and even after her own death she is still leading me along, because right now I couldn't do this alone." She was grateful that June had thought about what would happen if something happened like this. She was just thoughtful like that. I'm going to miss her. I already miss her. Everything about her. The way she could never drink or eat anything without getting some of it on her clothes or her face...LOL. She was original. She even made her own clothes. She made me a few things even. What a special person. I'm glad I have good memories of her. I'm going to need them tomorrow for sure. Thanks to all of your for your support. I don't know what I'd have done without you all. I'm doing better than I was. Alot better. I talked to my T a couple of times, and he thinks I am doing well too. He told me to give myself time to grieve though. So that's just what I am doing. But I still love remembering her as happy as she was... doing the things she loved.. being around the people that meant so much to her. That's how I'll remember my friend.