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Aug 14, 2010, 01:04 AM
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today we had a session after 2 weeks of none and from the start it went poorly. counselor acted like she didnt believe anything we said and berated us often this set off may inside and started a chain reaction that ended with us being so disoriented and confused so when it was over she went and took someone else into her office and thats the last thing we remember until cores husband got us to finally come back he asked if counselor knew what happened and we said we didnt know but she had to walk past us to get out the front door and when he came to get us she had already left so she saw us struggling and in distress and just ignored us and walked out  this has us feelig useless worthless and has triggered our already severe rejection/abandonment fears as the night went on we have gotten progressively worse and worse to where we are ready to break down how does a counselor do that to someone?????? there is no way she could have missed seeing us because we were in exactly the same spot we started in when we lost time are we really that much of a bother??? maybe we just dont deserve healing or have any value.....
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