I'm sorry that you're having such a rough time. BP is no piece of cake, is it? It's funny how sometimes people who don't suffer from these kinds of illnesses think a pill solves it all. Too bad for us that's not usually the case. It's also hard for people not like us to understand. My ex never really seemed to get it either. Have you talked to your therapist about what you're going through right now? He/she might be able to offer up some helpful advise. In any case, I certainly hope that things will improve for you very soon. I know how hard it is trying to find a job. Always rough in the best of circumstances. Good luck to you. Keep us posted. Take care.

Ry