((((heathery))))

I can tell you're in a lot of pain and feeling down on yourself even though deep inside you know that no matter what, it is never your fault when people attack you. It is a terrible weakness when people do such a thing and though I don't forgive the things that they do, I forgive the person who did it. I've had more than what I would term "share" of violence in my life, and I am now committed to wiping it away.

Relationships are a lot more complex than most people think they are. Some people find it good early and have a blessed life; others don't get it so right and suffer for many years.

People with depression quiet often have a number of relationships that go wrong and it's not because they're bad people it's because they just don't know what goes into a relationship and how to sustain one.

I would honestly suggest that you stay away from any relationship for about 12 months at least and put yourself into therapy. Get to know yourself, get rid of what you don't want in yourself and prepare yourself to be able to llive with another human being in a balanced loving relationship. You can do this and you can do it well....you can only gain from this,

Rhiannon