Thinker: Sorry your having to deal with those guys I know they can be a real pain, just remember it may all be worth it in the long run.

Lauru: WTG congrats on getting free treatment. Sorry your still feeling the way you do but know that this too shall pass, its just a matter of when.

Queen: Manic feelings CAN be hard to deal with, instead of making any rash decisions find something you can do to occupy your mind, time, and body. Like a hobby you enjoy or taking a walk or cleaning house. Sometimes that helps to keep the intrusive thoughts at bay..

Me: Well I feel alright today, definitely coming out of the woods of the depression I was in last week. Hurt my back moving/ setting up a travel trailer for me to stay in at my dads but at least now I have my own place to stay where I dont feel obligated to pay rent and I have pwr, water, fridge, a/c, my dog cant get a wireless signal but thats just a short walk to the house.

Also my disability claim is moving along at an acceptable pace. I had started to hire an advocate but as I have been doing all the leg work myself lately I'm starting to not see the point.

Glad to be able to spend the time with my dad also, he has cancer and who ever really knows with that how long you have with someone. And besides I like being in Ga better than Fl any day, definitely glad to be Home =)

IDK if the meds r working as I still have depressive and sui episodes but I am convinced I will have them all my life with or without meds... I AM tired of being tired all the time from them though =P Oh well, off to see what the day portends. Hope it is a good one for all!