Keepersh I will enjoy you as always whether or not you slip up.I do how ever want to say to think back to when you were a wee girl.....the innocence and joy...before the darkness of this planet overtook your innocence.Now imagine you are the 'now you' ....and little you is in your care.What would you feel as big you looking down at little you and seeing the pain of this life on little yous arms?.....Would you hold her?Say...you are safe darling girl?...Would you wipe her lil tears and hold her safe till she cried it out and lost the feeling of wanting to S.I.?.....I will never stand in judgement or feel disappointed if you do it....But I will think...oh...if I could hold her,and rock her,or distract her...I would.LIL KEEPERSH....I am holding you in the safest of ways.((((((((((keepersh)))))))))....~WOolf~Can you switch roles and give you a hug...and say things to self that you didn't hear as a child? May angels wrap you within the safety of their wings~