I'm a young 30 yr. old and. I've been really depressed,sad,confused,rejected,humiliated,torn down and lost all my hope a really long time ago? I'm an accident waiting to happen. I've lost the best person that. God had in his image I can't live my life without him in it?! I am a sad and lost cause of a human being. I can't do anything good anymore and anyway just wanted to stay with him.