I'm going to the doctors on tuesday to talk to him. My mom's a nurse, she said he'll probably give me pills. But i don't want to take pills that are going to make me feel worse or something. I heard some make you tired all the time, and like numb and stuff.

Someone I know who took pills for a while said for a little bit it was like the lights were on but nobody was home. I dont want that to happen to me. I dont want pills to just cover up my problem. So that I feel better when Im on them and thats it. I want this to go away. for good. forever. i dont want to take pills forever either. so do they even work?