Hey, Soul,

It's not that bad. No kidding. Some pills work and some pills don't. Some pills have side effects for some people and some don't. Don't worry. If a pill doesn't work you tell your doctor and he gives you a different pill. If a pill has bad side effects, you tell your doctor and he gives you a different pill. Most of the time, in my very long experience, you have pills that work and that don't have bad side effects for you. You don't have to take pills that don't work for you or that have bad side effects. No one can force you to take pills. People take pills not to cover up their problems, but to be able to work on their problems and solve them. Frequently, for many of us, unless we have some kind of pill giving us relief, we have a hard time working with our T's. So what we call "meds" (pills), really have the purpose of helping us think straight and work with the T to solve the problems. But everybody's different, and as I said, no one can force you to take the pills. Good luck to you. Take care.