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My youngest spent the biggest part of the day here a couple days ago, helping his dad with the new shower for this house. Never said one single word to me... of any kind... This is my "Beloved," my John, my baby...

I'm crying now... is this where it begins?? Am I going to be able to stop crying... or do I end up in the psych ward again??

Is it me that's crazy... or is it "them"???

THIS is what "stresses" me. THIS is what makes me question myself. MOVING does not "stress" me and makes me "say things." That was a JOY. This is HELL!


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((((((((((((((Tomi)))))))))))))))))
It sounds to me like your beloved John is holding a grudge. That's a real trigger for me when people I care about do that. I don't blame you one bit for being upset and crying.

I think you're probably the only one who can answer the question of whether this is the beginning of a breaking point. If you think it is, maybe there are some things you can do to stop it from happening.....the damage control thing Dexter was talking about or journaling as someone else mentioned.

For me, discussing the problems with the person helps the most but if they won't discuss things with us, we have to find another way to deal with the pain. I've tried lately to discuss my problems and had little success. My friends here have been a tremendous help and I know we're all going to be there for you too.

I've battled with the question of am I crazy or are they crazy and I really think we're all a little crazy.....just in different ways.