Yes he does hurt me emotionally; a lot actually. He hates seeing me cry about anything in relation to how he hurts me or how I feel mistreated sometimes or even how I don't trust him. To him, it's become kind of like I'm just being a drama queen and doesn't take me serious because I never do anything about it. I think he knows that I'm not strong enough to leave him and whenever we get into serious fights, he treats me like crap, and he's the first to run out that door! I think I'm so afraid to lose him because I've become attached. We live together and I'm away from home because I'm attending college. I can't really talk to anyone about it. My parents and I aren't very close, emotionally I mean. I also haven't involved myself since I've been in college so I know very few people. I feel so attached because I haven't focused on keeping myself busy, and making new friends. I'm also about to graduate in December so I was excited about getting my life started, maybe even getting married, so this whole thing is a huge let down. He is an extremely nice person that anyone can get along with; he makes me laugh so much and we are great friends, however when it comes to undergoing our fights and tough times, I don't feel like he sticks it out with me because he's the first to run away. He's the best and worst person in my life, which is why I'm so confused!