Dear Friends,

Recently I've been having a difficult time. Health problems, (pnuemonia among them), definately were huge factors.

It was more though. I live in a bad place. It's very dangerous here. I have been stalked, and mugged, and recently I was bothered in the parking lot again. It just broke something in me.

My depression and anxiety has steadily worsened since that day. Last night someone yelled at me out his apt window because I apparently parked in the spot where his dealer parks when he makes deliveries! (I kid you not.)

Today I went up the river and looked at a beautiful apartment. It felt just like a home when I walked in. It's quiet and I can see trees and grass out the bedroom windows. The rooms are the size in a real house, not miniscule like here. There is storage and heating and air even in the bedroom and bathroom. There is real carpet and windows to let in plenty of sunshine.

It's near my old church, so I could go back and get into my old activities and maybe some new ones. There is a community center nearby and I can go exercise and take classes for free.

The apt complex is quiet. The man who runs it is from the country, too, and we understood each other immediately. He doesn't put up with nonsense and he can see why I wouldn't survive in the city. If my paperwork will just go through, it will work. Please, won't you pray and/or send your good thoughts for me to get that apartment?

Thank you,

Jan